Fucked up kid

2011-04-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

Penat lah sia asik nangis! :'((((

2011-03-31T22:03:00.003+08:00

Just wanna do some updates. Just a few weeks back, I was admitted to Changi General Hospital. Dad sent me to the A&E as I was in pain for more than 12 hours. I kene duduk kt wheelchair all the way. Boohoo. Tk stress balek keje kul 4am.. Beh kul 6am tdo.. Den kul 7+am trbgn & start kesakitan. Company doctor pn tkleh hrp. Boleh meninggal aku klu tahan lagi lamer. Anw, Doctor did some urine & blood test. The result took abt 1hr plus gtu. I swear, I was super shocked with what the doctor has diagnosed me with. I don't wish to go for operation. :( this 14 April, I nk kene dtg CGH for an appointment with the urology doctor. Oya, CGH mail me a get well soon card. Awww. So sweet! I can't upload the pic here as am using my hp. My lappy tgh merajok nan I. Lol. Will upload d pic when smue da ok. Okayla, goodnight smuer. Jäger diri kayy. :)

2011-03-09T16:40:00.004+08:00

Cosmic Gates.
but Dash Berlin is way way better.
:D

muke ku kene block. baekkkkk.

all the way aku jadi photographer drg. -.-"

ini malas+tido. haha.

:DD

2011-02-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

They went Harry's without me.

Sadded much. :((

Cause am working @ that time. Haha.

I miss the fun. :((

But nevertheless, I still love you guys. :)

2011-02-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

2011-01-09T19:33:00.009+08:00

Dash Berlin was the sex. :D

sotjingers on the move. haha.

secondary school mates.

with my colleague.

overall, i enjoy myself! wheee :))

2011-01-01T14:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

2010-12-31T02:42:00.004+08:00

New year soon.

Infact, less than 24 hours to 2011.

Work smart & party hard baby! :))

♥

2010-12-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

Pilot was super cute.
He gave us a Xmas card.
He thank us by saying,
"To all staff of SQ960, Thank you for the hard work.
Merry Christmas & happy new year"

& I received Christmas gift from my colleague.
double sweet! :)

2010-12-24T01:25:00.003+08:00

santa can you hear me?
i have been good this year.
& all i want is one thing.
tell me my true love is here.
he's all i want, just for me.

2010-12-14T22:31:00.005+08:00

A man shouldn’t abuse a woman verbally or physically.

It is worst if its done publicly.

If he did, he’s just stooping low on himself. Be a gentleman instead.

That’s how a man should react towards a woman no matter how angry he is.

Anyhoo, I was super stress & bestfriends surprise me with this!!

Thank you S & S.

I love the both of you.

Full of chocolatessss!!!

Only God knows how much I truely appreciate our friendship & thankful to have you as my bestfriend.

2010-12-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

im on the verge of breaking down.
the strength i have to hold myself together
is slowly fading away.

ok bedek, i da breakdown pn ni.
:'((

2010-12-05T16:36:00.002+08:00

i hate when people da uat plan with you then
they cancel their plan just because of a last
minute plan with their other friends. mcm sial.

2010-11-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

Been busy with work til i dont have time to blog.
tdo, gi keje, balek keje tdo, den bgn gi keje.
gitu jela my daily life routine.
ah maintain je emma tu mcm.

shall not membebel much.
you guys tgk jela my pix k.
:)

DM jeffry singing what's up.

loverboy. :)

The cartoon charactrer family.

(check out their t-shirts) haha

my bbygirl.

2nd brother & me.

bought myself a prada wallet. :)))

that night when someone muntah mcm the merlion. (inside joke btwn me & louisa)

previlage of being a VIP member.

heh.

awww. romantic kn mlm2 gini. hehe.

Preparing for SQ/MI OPS BASH!

Theme: Back To School.

Registration time. @ Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel.

my lovely line-trainers.

my trainer & senior. heh.

MISS LILY!!

Batch 780 with Ms Lily!

Latly, at niki's hse for dewali.

:))

2010-11-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

seriously, i need my bubbles badly.
super scared for my ojt tmr. :(
i need my line trainers & bubbles!
:((

2010-10-24T20:54:00.006+08:00

i miss blogging!!
been busy with work/exam/test/high tea & more

i really dont know where to begin.
(as in nk cerita2)
so tgk pix jela.

2010-09-23T16:01:00.004+08:00

resident evil 3d with daddy!

super impromptu.
i miss hanging out with daddy.

actually nothing much to update.
k bye!

2010-09-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

Eid Mubarak to all.

By these time, cfrm smue nga upload raya pix kt fb all.

as for me, i terlantar kt katil.

org smuer semangat raya, i gi jmpe doctor.

i still cant believe what the doctor has diagnosed me with.

all i cn do is pray to the one above for a speedy recovery.

Amin.

2010-09-08T03:11:00.005+08:00

DEPRESS

retail therapy for the past 2 weeks.

bought killer heels & more killer heels!!

am super stress+depress so i splurge myself

cm duit jatoh dari langit gtu.

who cares.

& am fuckin' more stress when people ckp

im gettin more thinner. ($%^&*@#!!)

super sad sia dgr..

fikir org bdn besar je pe tawu rase kecik hati

biler org ckp drg gemok la pela..

beh, org2 cm aku yg kurus/kudut ni tk rase kecik

hati ah krg pgl kering/tiang & whatever shit??

aku pn ade perasaan.

aku pn manusia.

:((

do me a favour, the next time you see a skinny/thin/small or fat/big size people,

remember, it does hurt alot if you call us names.

there's so much more within that no one else can see.

in short, we are still humans with feelings.

2010-09-06T04:14:00.001+08:00

4 days straight i kene migraine.

& 2 days straight i muntah2. =/

selera mkn byk seyyy.

but at the end of the day, smuer mknan keluar balek.

tk suke.

tk suke rase lemah.

BOOOOO.

2010-09-03T16:45:00.001+08:00

when you begin to miss me, don’t forget that you were the one who let me go.

2010-09-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

720 days.

down the drain.

2010-08-31T12:03:00.003+08:00

till now i belom tawu my test result.

what took them so long?

usually 3 working days da tawu.

ni da seminggu lebih.

please dont tell me any bad news. :(

& i missed the kate spade sale.

mcm sial.

(aku nk maki ke ape, aku nye suke k)

$%^&*(+#?

BYE!!

2010-08-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

@ Orchard Medical Specialist Centre.

hope test result smue okay

*fingers crossed*

& the day when everything.......................

orang tk kite. oh well.

2010-08-23T04:01:00.002+08:00

jangan kau rasakn ku tk sayangi mu lagi.

2010-08-13T04:00:00.002+08:00

i wanna be like those normal couples out there..

if you get what i mean.

sigh.

2010-08-10T16:10:00.003+08:00

090810:

im like soooo sad can?

super sexcited abt d fireworks..

only to discover that my camera rosak.

hp nye camera bkn nye leh npk clear.

am super busy with work til i got no time to anta for repair.

that camera definitely mean alot to me seyyy.

daddy bought it for my 20th bday.

haish.

hope when anta repair, harap2 smuer okay. insyallah.

but in the first place, i dont have the time to anta d cam.

coz the tempat JAOH!!

ERGHHH!!

irresponsible people wont go that far. trust me.

2010-08-08T03:04:00.002+08:00

like seriously, do you even know who you're messing with, BRUH?

2010-07-31T09:37:00.003+08:00

past few weeks:

2010-07-27T13:40:00.007+08:00

24 & 25 July: Kak Tanti & Abg Ayat nyer Wedding. (Siblings)

daddy :)
ni baru 1/4.

ft grandpa.
grandpa, i want ur blue eyes cn? pls.. hahaha.

as usual, me & daddy love.
muka ada senyummm. haha.
yes. itz bee & me.

full album at fb :)

2010-07-20T06:31:00.001+08:00

i cant be P___ for you.
i cant be those girls.
i just.. i wont.

i gave you my heart..that's all i can give it to you.
if that's not enough for you, then im not enough for you.

:'(

2010-07-18T16:38:00.019+08:00

CHIC 1st Anniversary Party @ SupperClub
full album at fb.
:)

me&nia. early birds. :)

Jessica & partner.
one of the blogshop owner.

the early birds.
i looovvveeee the feathers.

one of the Ashbury model.
together with Winnie Ashbury (Co-Founder of Ashburymall.com)

the guy above remind me of Baihaki.
i dont know why. partially he's tall.
bumped into them again at mcd. lol.
smuer tgh lapar. kwang3.

like OMG!
this couple is super HOT!
so 1920's!

me together with Forever 21 VM.
:)

(Courtesy of AshburyMall)

with one of the advertiser.

i totally forgot their company name.

opppsie!

more players at the roulette.

hope you guys enjoyed your weekends.

2010-07-15T04:58:00.004+08:00

experiencing unfathomable loneliness.

it’s true what they say, you can never really understand what it’s like until it happens to you.

:'(

2010-07-12T00:55:00.010+08:00

11 july:

pupa make up ariste.

feat matin.

late night super. ;)

Thank you PUPA Singapore for the makeover.

& Thank you Elizabeth Arden for the invite (Red Door Club Members.)

ps:jadi manusia kalau tk tawu tanye, jgn sembarang tembak k.

bye!

2010-07-11T04:08:00.003+08:00

just so you know.
im missing my boyfriend, Ciner.

real BAD. :(

2010-07-10T22:54:00.010+08:00

Ayu's Wedding cum Reunion.
10 July 2010.

my lil brother & me.

gmbr ni mesti boyfriend aku suke.

eh abeh tersenggih-senggih b? ahaha!

me & huda. *cough2* =P

ayu & jumari. :)

my juniors.

the seniors.

ehem! =P

$112. Despicable Me.

tada!

ni gmbr i sungguh tk perlu eh.

haha.

k bye.

2010-07-07T23:20:00.005+08:00

SMILE orientaton with other airlines people. :)

full of laughter, role play & not to forget..
amazing race(dlm changi airport itself. lol)!

much love.

2010-07-04T11:53:00.011+08:00

♥

live gamelan.

guess who..? tgk tol2.

luqman lahhh doinks. haha. surprise surprise!

terkejot mak nyah npk dier.

ladies..my lil bbyg. ♥

♥

The cousins. ♥

2010-07-03T00:47:00.012+08:00

haapy 668 days my love.
:)

________________________________________________________________

020710, Friday

my sweet & beautiful girl. :)

yummmy! 5/5.

syida's. ended up i yg habes kn. xD

wo de. NICE!!

ade org nk kenal2 & he gave this paper. TETEOW~

LMAO!!

always be my baby. :))
i need to re-dye my ugly hair. urghh.

treatment soon!

tata.

2010-07-02T11:52:00.009+08:00

010710:

father-daughter bonding.

as usual. hee. :)

brunch at chicken champ.

nuradee was there.

interviewed by berita harian.

shopping with daddy after that. :D

watched Eclipse with him.

semangat we booked online.

& the best part (not), our seats is next to my brother & sis-in-law.

ahahah. dodol.

gotta siap2.

meeting my bbyg later!

2010-06-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

my boss mcm bahan ah.
masok car je dier nyanyi2.
nyanyi lagu justin bieber lak tu.
mampos. tk angkat per.

dlm office, all the way bdk2 bagy teka teki.
i tk kuase sia.
beh ade one point daya bagy teka teki kat yaya.
daya: ya, mi/mee ape yg dlm tin?
ya: huh? mi/mee ape dlm tin? mane ade mi/mee dlm tin.
daya: cptla jwb.
ya: asl mi/mee kau leh dlm tin?
daya: mana aku tawu mi/mee tu dlm tin (pdhl dier yg bagy teka teki ni)
ya: tk tawu beh bagy org teka teki. bodoh sia.. eh patotla..
kau bljr sampai sec 2 je.. AHAHAHAHAHA.
sial ah mulot yaya.
bdk2 smuer da kekek kn. itu sungguh bastard sia.
xDD

watched toy story 3 with him.
pai i tetdo.
bkn sal cite tu boring.. but..
mata ni da tkleh tahan nya.
penat giler.

2010-06-28T06:02:00.003+08:00

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love...

it shows they care enough to notice the other

one screwed up and care enough to mention it

to the person so they can fix it.

When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

-Shawna Waltemyer

like, REALLY? FOR REAL?

jgn mcm phm can.

what if that couple asik bertekak je kalau jmpe.?
sampai rase mcm nk pukul bantai klu gadoh. tgk btol2..
mak ckp MCM nk pukul bantai ehhh. mcm je ehhh.
tu pn tande caring ke?

haiyaaaaa.

=/

2010-06-21T02:11:00.006+08:00

20 JUNE

Happy Father's Day daddy..

Daddy, for all those times i left it unsaid..Thank You. Thanks for being there for me.. for showing me the way.. for being patient with me even when i made it difficult for you. for believing in me & encouraging me to pursue my dream. & being such an inspiring presence in my life. Shopping spree next week ya. Whee. Happy father's day dad. i love you, daddy. ♥♥♥

__________________________________________________________________

21 JUNE 2010

(gmbr lamer & classic nyah!)

&& not forgetting..

HAPPY BDAY HAZIQ!

WO DE CHILDHOOD FREN CUM FUTURE COUSIN -IN -LAW.

AHAHAHA :DD

have a blast bro! :)

2010-06-14T20:16:00.008+08:00

syyyyyggggg krg nyahhhhhssss.

the b'day girls!

sue & me. :))

me & atiq

me & elfa.

wo de cute cake

pressie: care bear! awww.

SURPRISE EMMA!! YEAYYYY!

my girls came over my hse & step nk jual product.

byk la krg nye product. hee.

happy bday sue!

& happy belated to me! :DD

LOVEEEEE KRG NYAHHHH!

thanks nyahhhs; elfa, atiq & sue. :)

this year bday, i dpt total of four cakes. yippeee.

happyyyyyy!

thank you guys.

2010-06-14T01:47:00.005+08:00

13 JUNE:

SURPRISE EMMA!

my childhood boys uat i nanges sal

drg surprise kn i dgn cake.

tk sangke krg pn sweet eh jie.

super touched. :')

2010-06-13T00:47:00.004+08:00

wo de belated b'day outing with the clan.

:DD

2010-06-10T23:52:00.011+08:00

Domino with him. :)

ah ah.. nnty mak tgk blog org nnty

satu2 da pandai ni mkn kt domino..

kalau tk krg smue kuno.

eh can ah rhyme? k cock. hahaha.

2010-06-09T23:55:00.024+08:00

Happy B'day to ME! :))

they surprised me at 12am sharp infront of my door step with cake.

awwww.

samsung pink camera from daddy.

River Island bag from 1st brother & sis-in-law

b'day card from bbyg, syida.

River Island lappy bag from bbyg, syida.

the boys bday card. LMAO!!

from the boys; syafiq & saiful.

Balloons from him.

Artistry make-up from him as well.

From 2nd brother & sis-in-law.

movie marathon

Birthday celebration part II.

Happy Bday to US!

my 20th.

today i have received many kind wishes for my birthday & want to thank all those who have sent messages or fb comments; they are really much appreciated.

I have always loved birthdays & the fact you get thoroughly spoilt for a day makes them all the more enjoyable.

but on my bday shit happens somehow.

2010-06-08T05:04:00.005+08:00

time check: 5.33am

dary smlm setakat mkn satu keping roti jer.

perot da start saket. ergh.

not asleep yet.. coz..

im missing my family.

like real bad..

stupid girl, miss family je cry.

*wiping my tears*

i miss waking up every morning & kacau my sister.

i miss my brother's crappy jokes.

i miss my toi toi & her memekak-ness.

i miss hugging daddy & say "i love you..tc"

&& i miss arwah ibu belai my hair..

my house is super senyap.

never felt diz lonely before..

you guys come back home soon please.

i miss the company of my family.

got no one to talk to.

:'((

*crying*

anw, HAPPY 26TH BDAY KAK ZIMAH.

&& not forgetting my lil cousin, AIKHA.

May Allah bless you guys.

am sooo not looking forward to my birthday. that is tmr.

family, bf & friends gonna be busy working/schling on my bday.

oh well, that's life.

:'((

2010-06-07T03:52:00.001+08:00

stup migraine.
cannot slip.
ishhh.

boify, get well soon kay.
boify's boyfrens is over at his crib now.
drg visit him coz boify tgh high fever.
how sweet of those boys! :)
you boys better jage my boify kay.
make sure sok dier da sembuh..
eh can ah? hahah.

2010-06-07T03:11:00.006+08:00

wo de brother. :))
cekik darah. kecik2 kalau tk kacau aku, tk sah.

Happy 20th B'day Arry!
All the best in your future endeavours ayt bro.

Next week da leh amek balek kau nye Fireblade

dary workshop. suke? ah tawu la kau.

Prince of Persia was GOOOOOOOD
"give me the strength not to kill her"
hahaha.

Hope you had fun just now with us.
eventho ade cock up siket. haha.

& i hope you like the cake!

hahaha.

:)))

2010-06-05T04:48:00.003+08:00

bgn je dapat byk sms.
smuer dary boify & boify's mum.

went polyclinic. temankn boify.
temperature 40.1 geng..
aiyooo.
same nan my 2nd bro.
dier pn high fever. cian.

balek dary poly troz i masak kn boify bubur.
suapkan si bby ganyot.
kasi mkn obat..
letak kool pad fever..
biler boify tetdo je troz i gy kedai.
beli mcm2.

naek risau i dibuatnye.
bby, cepat sembuh kay?
kalau saket cmne nk celebrate my bday..
:(
haha.

oya, i went ps for the dance xplosion 5.
congrats to all d fantastic crew. :)

time check: 4.56am.
mampos. i kene pai adm kul 7.30am later..
& i maseh lom slip.. siao nye budak.
ah tkp. naseb drive gy sane.
klu naek train cfrm terbabas nyer.
haha.

k bye. power nap!

yg i beli maser kat kedai.

:)

bby! i miss you syg.
*kiss*

2010-06-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

wo de papa.

daddy nye apple ice blended.
tk sedap! ahahaha!

mine! blackberry ice blended.
SEDAP!!
:DD

daddy step bace buku. =PP

motor ni uat pinggang aku saket. -.-"
okay i know my helmet disturbing kn. tawu la kau..
haha.
daddy, next time tkmo bawak motor saket kn badan ni k.
shall stick to S4 ya?
:)

had fun with daddy eventho the weather
is super panas nk mampz.
kalau tawu panas terik gtu suro daddy bawak kereta sia.
tapy motor laju. TAPY... nnty my kulit gelap.
tk suke!
ngade2 pe sia i. LOL.

daddy thot nk mkn kt Botak Jones but
kedai bukak kul 4pm. zzzzz.
so we mkn at eunos je la..

after mkn, daddy tunjuk tempat rumah lamer kteorg..
kt lorong salleh dere.
& daddy btol2 stop kt 18 lorong salleh.
makin besar rumah tu..tige tingkat..
da maju owner tu.. siak. haha.
den daddy lalu lorong sarina.
troz i teringat arif rahman(pri sch mate) coz dier tgl situ.

i suro daddy gy wisma indah kt masjid kassim.
nk beli buku! wheee~
lepas beli buku..daddy tnye "now nk go where?"
me "ntah"
daddy "nk carik your bday present?"
me "NAK NAK NAK"
one of my bday wishlist da terkabul.
alhamdullilah.

after jln2 with daddy.. i gy uma boify.
dier saket nyah. cian..
boify "b, asl air badak yg you belikn lain ah?"
me "oh..psl i beli yg besar nyer. selalu kn slim.."
boify "ni btol nye BADAK ehhh"
me&boify "AHAHAHAHAHA."

& now i nk makan obat.
my perot da start saket.
nnty tkleh jln susah geng.

tata~

2010-06-03T05:06:00.002+08:00

Harun, Happy 20th Bday!
Hope all your wishes come true ayts.
wo de bday present jgn step lupe kay?
nak present kau mintak naeem or arry ahh.
hahaha.

3-harun
6-arry
9-ME.

2010-06-03T04:34:00.005+08:00

down to ride 'til the very end, it's me & my boyfriend.

Happy 21st monthsary my love.

2010-06-03T03:51:00.005+08:00

"he did not understand how much a father could love his daughter"
- The Lovely Bones.

i was super weak just now.

i called daddy with my cengeng voice.

daddy: where you at?

me:home.. daddy, come here quick. anta go clinic..

i cannot walk...saket...

*esak-esak*

daddy: im comin' ova now.

by the tone of his voice, boleh tawu he's worried.

i can jln but at a VERY slow pace.

bukak pintu, diri depan garden.. jln siket den

troz bareng kt garden nye sofa.

"ehson ah tak kelar. ah posang!"

tk phm? bahase boyan dahhh.

daddy sampai je..

daddy: hospital mane eh nk pergi?

me:WHAT?? HOSPITAL?! TK NK!

daddy: abeh clinic smuer da tutop.

me: ade yg bukak la.. kene carik!

tgh saket2 sempat bertekak nk gy clinic mane. mampos!

daddy terpakse dokong i masok kerete geng.

TETEOW~

malu smuer kene tolak tepi geng.

da mudarat habes. haha

benci pe kene buat urine test.

malaketotes per.

then alek, i sms my dad.

i thank him all & stuff.

& fyi, my dad ni tak reti sgt nk sms.

dier tawu kol jer.

sekali my dad text alek..

"love you too. take care. c you tmr. *kiss*"

AWWWWW.

pikir my dad tk akan reply coz phm2 la nyah..

bpk i ni tk reti nk sms.

ape2, halo2 jerr. haha.

kla, i shud be sleepin' by now.

my perot da start rase saket.

turban tol.

nights!

2010-06-01T03:48:00.003+08:00

wo de nan peng you.

wo feichang xiangnian ni.

am super weak right now.

mcm nk cabot jek ni hidung. grrrr.

i need boify..but..

boify is with his boys now.

anta Mark kat airport.

oh well.

i tk makan satu meal langsong dary semlm.

lapar or what sia..

i hate migraine. argghhh.!

2010-05-26T19:48:00.013+08:00

hello beautiful/handsome.
few more weeks to my birthday! :))

so, a lot of people have been bugging me asking
what i want for my birthday present.
since you guys dont know what to buy for me..
here's the list for you people.
(mcm tk tawu malu lak i ni. ahaha)
beh da krg tnye. xDD

1. A new handphone! My Blackberry look-a-like phone, E63, (LOL.) da rabak liao.
I received messages lambat. kene off on aru dpt msg. If anyone call my hp, beh i angkat cepat sangat teros lagged. binget or what. grrr.

2. Kate Spade Classice Noel Wallet -Black.
Approx price, $400.
The other time i went Kate Spade boutique(Raffles City) to reserve this
wallet, beh da habes. coz only ade 3 pieces in each outlet.
& fyi, they only have 2 outlets in Singapore.
Tk ke mcm cheeb_ _? Grrr.
So, sape yg leh get this wallet for me, i syg you byk2!
ahaha.

(a)

(b)

3. Kalau, dapat either (a) or (b), i cukup bersyukur. :)

4. Canon Ixus 9515.

My camera that daddy bought for me as my bday present last year da ROSAK!

boleh on smuer.. tapy when i wanna snap pic je teros camera tu off sendiri. asik

pakai hp nye camera je. hp nye megapixel bukan nye besar. da tu blur. dont you guys want

more pix kt my blog? *winks*

5. Christian Laboutin Killer Heels

Approx price, errr... jgn pengsan k? about.. $1k-$2k. :DD

Kalau tk dpt Christian Laboutin nyer, yg ala2 C.L. pn okay ahh.

yg penting hells tu tinggi cm C.L. kay? ahahaha.

6. River Island - Swirl quilt shopper bag (black)

Approx price, $89

I nak ni!! Nak sangat!! dari dulu seyyy.

so i can letak all my buku sekola, magazine ke ape kejadah dlm bag ni.

my gf, Raa, cfrm tawu betape i idam2 bag kn ni.

7. River Island - Laptop Bag (Black)
Approx price, $68/$69
K, kat gmbr npk buruk kan? coz dlm pic npk gelembong nyah.

kalau you gy kedai & tgk, tk ehh. npk slim jek. i need this BADLY

coz i can letak my lappy inside. leceh sia bawak lappy ke hulur-hilir

nan laptop nye casing. my E-29 vintage lappy bag boify pakai.

to him: hunn, you better jage that bag okay. itu bag leather yg i syg

sekali.. & nak masok 3 tahun i ade bag tu. tk putus tk kotor smuer.

jgn pai i check ade tu smuer eh.. kalau ade, you gotta buy for me this!! hahaha.

evil me. xDD

(a)

(b)

8a.) Artistry Make Up.

My Artistry nyer foundation da nk kat habes. =(

& i malas giler nk gy Bukit Merah to beli Artistry nye make up.

my bedak pn nk kat habes jugak. sad or what!

b). i nk full make up set nyer products! tapy the make up nye box

takya coz i da ade. tapy kalau nk belikn pn, ape salahnyer. org ckp,

rezeki jgn ditolak, musuh jangan dicarik. ewaahhh. step peribahasa

la pulak aku ni. hehe.

my make up box da nyawa2 ikan pn. da 2 years i kai. itz time for a change.

:DD

I think that's all that i need+want. haha. oya, dont give me perfumes k?

coz i have more than 6 bottles. not yet used or i pakai siket2. polaroid pn tkmo

k. mak da beli da nyah! for those who fikir my wishlist cm melampau sgt,

gtu i bagy few other alternatives kay?

yg cheap2 good2 orang kate. hehe.

a] that t-shirt. Zara nye da out of stock. Bugis nye tk lawa.

zzzzz.

b] Original Ipod Earpiece.

Preferably pink in colour.

yg i pakai skg colour putih. da berkeladak geng.

da setahun da umur earpiece tu. pai wire pn da terkeluar. ahahaha.

c] (i)Freshkon Mosaic. The latest nyer. whee~

fyi my degree 300 for both. potek habes per!! haha.
ape2 colour pn alryt. tapy mak lang something eh nyah...

jgn sesekali bagy mak colour PURPLE eh. last warning sia.

c](ii)OR

This Freshkon Alluring eyes. colour black or brown.

d] Earrings & Accessories Stand.

My bangles, cincin smuer campak sane sini.

kalau ade ni, organize siket kn. hee

Ikea ade ni. seakan je ahh. not exactly d same.

tk sala about $29 gtu.

e] BOOKS! im a bookworm.

muke mcm pmpn tk bace buku kn? haha

ah, ni la buku2 yg i bace. so, kalau nk li kan..

make sure bkn yg kt atas ni eh? coz da bace 2 kali da.

Courtesy of CupcakesMuffins-Lovers (facebook)

Cream cheese, chocolate & rainbow sprinkles.

f] kalau sape lah yg baek hati leh biken ni untuk i

kan best. tgk gmbr je da tempting nyah!!

*drool*

Lastly, Birthday Ballons.

Selalu i belikn org ballons. sekali sekaler

nk jgk org belikn untuk i kn.. hee.

AHAHAHAHAHA

cfrm krg ckp."mak, feeling per nyah. sape nk gy belikn.."

my reply; SUKE HATI GUA AHH NYAH. HAK GUA. :DD

*Peace*

2010-05-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

everyone repetitively asks if im okay. what am i supposed to say?

"no, im not okay." then what?

so i just smile & say that im fine, eventhough im really dying inside.

2010-05-23T17:06:00.006+08:00

[credits to Amin for d pix]

To Kak Mariam Cheok Kun Leng,

Wishing you a happy marriage & hoping

that your life together will be rich in joy &

LOVE. :)

elfa, next tym dont charge 7% GST kat aunty kay? AHAHAHA!

@ Kak Mariam Cheok Wedding.

2010-05-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

had fun with my childhood friends.
bbual cock with them.
camwhore cm budak biol.

was surprised to see haziq & akmal.
me, hazy, syed, akmal & haziq managed
to squeeze our sexy bontot dlm kereta.
front seater da ade duer org.
blkng ade 5 org.
pancet jugak tyre subaru tu.
hahah.

malas nk upload gmbr byk2. heh.

akmal, itu sungguh tk penting ehh.

hazy & me.

ah nyah, muke asl gtu.

muke kau pn tk penting eh emma.
:D

SQUEEEEEEEZZZZEEEE!! :D

next outing, jgn lupe bwk kn present untuk aku & arry k.

thank you very nice. :)

2010-05-21T18:14:00.005+08:00

nearly 1 week tk jmpe daddy.

i miss him!

but everyday daddy call me.

just wanna check i da mkn ke blom &
my whereabout.

sweet or what!hee.

on the phone:

daddy: ape ni anak dara asik bgn lmbat? 10 missed

call pn tk bgn2. ish3.

me: haha. ala, sekali sekala wat.

daddy: stewardess kene ade discipline.nnty kene

buang keje baru tawu.

me: *make stupid noises* eh hello? hello. hello.?

im losing you daddy! k bye. *trut-trut* HAHAHA.

basket eh i.

malas nk dgr my dad petpot.

anak derhaka sia emma. AHAHAHA.

anyhoo, i miss dating nan daddy.

just the both of us.

daddy, i wanna go navy open house.!

bring me there kay.

&& i want that RI bag plus christian laboutin

shoes!! (for my advance bday pressie k)

thank you very nice. hee.

I LOVE YOU DADDY.
*hugs*

2010-05-20T05:27:00.002+08:00

i can make it through the rain.
i can stand up once again..
on my own.
& i know that im strong enough
to mend..
& everytime i feel afraid,
i hold tighter to my faith.
& i live one more day
and i make it thru d rain..

:'(

2010-05-20T03:55:00.030+08:00

ps: LOTSA of pictures.
if you people cant stand it, then please press
the X button on the top right hand corner.
xie xie.

sometimes when we fight,

i think maybe i should just let you leave

& push you out of my life.

but i dont decide.

& i know inside i never let you go,

cause im sure you're the one

even thru d rain it's clear

you're the one i want.

& no matter how we fight & fuss

boy, you should noe

i cant stop lovin you.

if you should ever find someone new, i know she'd better be good to you

cause if she doesnt, i'll be there.

2010-05-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

benci per nk gy airport.
tady je ade 3 kali police officer check.
konon nye tight security check ahhh.
tating per. grrr.
biler nk alek je, ade jam. aiyaaa.
benci.

oya, menggila i tengok RI ade sale tady.
nak mintak daddy money nk beli bag. heh.
^.^

bro tady called tnye sal gigi patah.
coz he dreamt d same thing too. :/
beh daddy lak kol ckp nek torah meninggal tady. :(
*al-fateha*

what's next..?

2010-05-19T01:41:00.001+08:00

can i not go airport later?
very ma fan sia wanna go airport.
*yawn*

2010-05-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

discharge nari. yeayness!

pitbull concert at night.

i wanna play L4D2.
da lamer tk bunuh zombie.
hehe.

:)

2010-05-15T03:20:00.013+08:00

with my MI girls. (12may)
very ma fan gotta pakai office wear.
heh.

Alhamdullilah, I thank Allah for everything.

:))

2010-05-14T00:33:00.008+08:00

130510:
my mata merah maser acting just now.
as in sore eyes.
bukan mata merah jealous.
hope the camera man tk zoom in. hah.
gotta act as helmy's fiancee.
soooo the tak kene.
coz my muke cm budak2 sia.
klu jady adeq helmy okay ah..
ni tunang dier. wth.
my acting very kaku.
sooooo, nk comment -ve, by all means kay.
mak tk kesah nyah. mak sedar.. gitu..~ :D

behind d scene:
'my tunang': tasha, nnty tkmo peluk daddy kay..
daddy nk peluk tunang daddy.
tasha & me: LOL.
my tunang ex wife nye bf: tkd2, kau peluk tasha, aku peluk tunang kau.
director: da2, krg jangan berharap nk peluk dier(me).
all: *laugh*

anak2, tlg kurangkn menonton tv mulai dari skg..
lagy2 suria k. hahaha.
till here. take care :D

my picture dgn "tunang" is with abg camera man.
anw, cn spot which one is my "tunang"? LOL.
hint: yg suke senyum.
daa~

2010-05-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

babysit my boify just now.

hahaha.

da tuer2 pn kene babysit. =P

dier nga sick nyah..

jadi mak jady bbysitter..gitu..~

"sometimes you wanna run away..

aint got no patience for the pain.

im tellin you things get better..

throught whatever.

everything will be alright again.."

get well soon my love. finish up the med ya? :)

2010-05-10T01:20:00.005+08:00

my nenek thot the choc love letter yg dier mkn tu straw.

adelah my nenek hirup2 ice cream kai dat love letter.

hahaha. kiyut or wat sia.

xDD

visit ma gramps ystdy.
went J woks' & grill restaurant with gramps, aunties,
uncles & my cuzzy.
had chicken chimicangas. sedap nyahhh!
tk menyesal mak order..gitu..~

after that cabbed gy uma nenek boify.
makan lagy.
tk gemok2 pn aku ni. sedih per.
nk gemok sia. stress sia kurus. grrr.

i miss you ma.
happy mothers' day.
semoga mama tenang di alam sana.
:'(

2010-05-09T04:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday jmpe my girls at fish & co. for dinner.
sadly, i tkd appetite nk mkn coz of my infection.
eza chanelia pn in d same boat as me. (mkn antibiotic k darl)
every now & then asik carik toilet.

kesian my girls gotta wait for me.
all thanks to me yg menyusahkn dorang carik toilet.
sorry eh if i went back home early coz takleh tahan ah
asik gy toilet every few minutes.

called cab..
while waiting for cab, i bumped into herizal.
taxi driver bwk taxi punyelah laju.
& lagy siket nk accident. nyaris2 sia tu.
alhamdullilah, nothing serious happen.

lepas turun cab je i teros lari gy carpark.
my dad da tgu.
dinner with daddy. :)
biler nk balek, i told daddy to drive faster as i need the toilet BADLY.
haha :/

boring eh citer? tawu tkp. k bye.
happy mothers' day.. :'(

2010-05-07T20:52:00.009+08:00

Celebrated boify's mum birthday yesterday.
Happy 47th birthday ya.
Semoga Allah panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Amin.
(:

full album @ fb.

6 May 2010.

2010-05-07T14:11:00.005+08:00

favour ehhh...

please stop flirting/stealing other woman's husband/boyfriend.
im sick & tired of listening to these stories from my loved ones.

"i totally understand & know how hurtful it could be" - (common statements by husbands' / boifys' snatchers) & errrr... hello?

you jolly well know how hurtful it is to be played and yet you're doing it.
doesnt it make any sense to you if the guys are married; the wife is pregnant; they have kids?
how could you even have the heart to do all this with the existence of the wife n kids
dont you feel guilty?
put yourself in their shoes.

it's a no wonder why women nowadays have to be a bitch
just to nail their men.

remember, karma's a bitch. (:

to whom it may be concern: be strong, you've gone through alot. pls dont cry.
it hurts to see you cry just now.

2010-05-07T13:57:00.001+08:00

i want that t-shirt that i saw just now at city plaza. :(
GG

2010-05-03T00:34:00.005+08:00

with boify at east coast. (2 days before)

happy 20th monthsary.

love kau.

2010-05-01T17:14:00.014+08:00

Its been 8 years since we last met.

Reunion with my temasek mates.

All the boys smuer da ade motor sendiri.

Da besar anak mak. haha. ;D

I sorang jela naek kereta biru. heh.

Byk story telling & laughter.

Meet up lagi k krg? Lup ama krg.

Haha.

flash ah geng.

abg2 fire blade.

wo de brother, zam. (paling rapat)
bro, lu utang wa cinnamon melts ah. haha.
nnty jmpe kte story telling lagy k abg police?
:DD

d mat rempits. hahah.

:DD

wa punye "acai"

"emma, nk tompang motor aku tk?"

"tkp, wa ada kereta ah. lagypn, silau ah mata wa

klu jadi lu nye pillion."

"eh, asl lak?"

"psl lu nye helmet cm ade cap kuning2 orange ahh..

sorry ah, bdk2 victory wa tk maen ahh. wa suke eh ah eh ah..

phan..... cn uh? jk la der."

acai muke boring.

HAHAHAHA.

aswad, fairul, me, asyraf & syed.

wo de childhood fren. lagy 4 ekor da balek.

& lagy 2 ekor lom pai.
:))

till here. tata!

2010-04-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah , I finally made it. :)
now i nk rest, migraine. tata.

2010-04-29T14:34:00.004+08:00

i look at the pictures of me & you we're smiling.

tell me what happened to the times when we

understood each other..?

2010-04-28T12:34:00.002+08:00

im super sexcited about tmr & kinda nervous as well.
hope tk sesat when im at SIA Sports Club tmr.
after that gonna meet daddy nk mintak SATS pass.
gahhh. troublesome or what.
okaylah, take care all.
:)

2010-04-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

take me as i am or watch me as i go.

2010-04-24T14:50:00.006+08:00

he whom loves me the dearest.

he whom cares about me the most.

he whom make the best effort to be there when i needed someone.

he whom is my loyal friend.

he whom brings the smallest gift & its all needed to brighten up my day.

he whom shares thick & thin with me.

he whom listen to my complains all day long.

he whom dont blames me for my imperfection intead he accepts them.

he whom listens to my troubles & gives me advise so i can proceed forward.

he whom supports me when nobody else does

he whom defies all odd & continue loving me.

he whom gives love to me.

i miss the old time.. *sigh*
i miss when you hold my hand.
i miss when you hug me.
i miss when you laughed at my crappy jokes.
i miss when there's no secret between us.
i miss when you rest your head on my shoulder.
i miss when you wipe away my tears.
i miss everything about you.
& lastly i miss when you say 'I love you' first.

the best thing about a picture is that

it never changes even when the

people in it do.

2010-04-21T02:10:00.023+08:00

for the past few weeks, ive been spending some quality time
with my precious. :)

my sugar.

______________________________________________________________

otw nk main L4D2. @ katong.

with my lil bbygirl.

______________________________________________________________

tiqah step malu!

ingat eh pesan mak eh nyah! ahaha.

catching up with you & tiqah was great.

non-stop ketawe jer. :))

__________________________________________________________

me & saneeyah

catching up with the girls.

eyya, me & saneeyah.
:)

_______________________________________________________

my bbygirl.

_____________________________________________________

my lil bbyg da ngantok.

@ simpang with the regulars.

errr, the ching chong ni bkn my clan eh. haha!

my boys nk tgk bola. -.-"
(oya, & we bumped into luqman)

_____________________________________________________________

boify.
chill kat starbucks @ our hometown area.

"ahhh"
step sweet ah kte duer. LOL.

feeling sia nyah!

cute kan my lil bbyg ni? eeeeee!
tembamtos

brother & toi toi.

___________________________________________________

date with my girl.

Empire State Sizzling Brownie On Hotplate

sungguh lezat & panas heyy!

tgh saket..jady phm2 lah klu

muke ku tempek. haha.

Empire State Fish & Chip sungguh lezat heyy!

Empire State ni ade siket similar dgn

new york new york (NYNY).

tapy i prefer Empire State to NYNY.

hee. :)

_______________________________________________________

anyhoo..

i tgh demam, selsema, batok dan yg

sewaktu dgn nyer.

my badan panas, as in dlm badan.

internal lah katekn.

sampai i sneeze kelua darah.

gatal nyer tekak!!

cm nk masok kn tgn dlm tekak & garok sia!

musim saket agk nye.?

k tata!

2010-04-20T17:37:00.002+08:00

i am pain in the ass & i'll annoy the hell out of you, but you wont
find a girl who cares about you more than i do.

2010-04-20T11:28:00.004+08:00

"don't think i didn't know you came. quietly like a pest. shoo will you? naseb boyfriend kau tak handsome, lau tak da kene kacep. hahahaha. ade je org nk menggangu, da tu try hard pulak tu, to make it into scene. boring, macam mane tu rase eh lau mataer kau klua nan aku, rase jealous tak? confirm jealous, so jgn nak buat orang. fikir 2 kali. faham tak faham? bodoh nak mampos." -Paula.

Nice one paula. hahaha.

2010-04-14T07:33:00.005+08:00

the moment i wake up, before i put on my makeup
i say a little pray for you
while combing my hair now,
& wondering what dress to wear now,
i say a little prayer for you bby.

& i wonder if i ever cross your mind..

2010-04-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

sometimes in our lives
we all have pain
we all have sorrow
but if we are wise
we know that there's always tomorrow
lean on me!
when you're not strong
& i'll be your friend
i'll help you carry on.

<3

This is for you Izza Aziefah.
I know what you are going through.
Fret not, insyallah good things will surely come your way.
:)

2010-04-13T08:21:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden, it hit me. i realized im the one catching people when they fall…
& now i wonder, who’s gonna catch me?

sigh.

2010-04-12T06:13:00.003+08:00

dont hate me because i wasnt who you thought i was
or who you wanted me to be.
from start to finish, you never took time to
find out the real me.

2010-04-11T05:50:00.001+08:00

often, you have to let people go. everyone who’s in your life are meant
to be in your journey, but not all of them are meant to stay there.

:'(

2010-04-11T05:37:00.002+08:00

heartpain

2010-04-11T04:05:00.001+08:00

i apologize.

for my quick mouth and offensive comebacks, when in reality you deserve it.
for hurting you with my truthful words.
for you thinking that i dont give a fuck about the situation,
when in reality, im the only one who does.

2010-04-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

im crazy. im the bitch who you cant stand because i speak the things you fear to hear.
you know what it is? the truth.
it's funny because “real” in your eyes, is someone who is good at being a fake.
when i tell you something straight up, im a bad person, i am mean,
i have no regard towards your feelings, right? my bad boss.
if you didn’t want to hear it, clog up your ears and put your head up your ass.

2010-04-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

REMEMBER

when somebody annoys you,
it takes 42 muscles in ur face to frown,
BUT it only takes 4 muscles
to extend ur arm &
BITCH SLAP that MOTHERFUCKER.

:)

2010-04-09T01:55:00.008+08:00

Wed, 8 April:

brunch @ Divan Turkish Restaurant.

rating for the food:4/5.

sedap nyahh!

bought agnes b. bag.

red colour. whee~
pastu shopping kt bugis st.

finally, i bought jumper.

satisfied!

balek abt 5+pm tros tdo.

mane tk nye..d day b4 i tk tdo.

shagged nyah..

tgh tdo my bro irritate me.

he kejotkn i ajak main L4D2.

i ckp: ahh. kk. jap ehh..

*tros i gy lala land alek*

hahaha.

my bro tried so many ways to wake me up.
dier amek telephone mainan yg leh record.

beh dier ltk phone tu pt my telinga.

he pressed play..

i dgr: "Molotov here."
"L4D2"

smuer suare my bro!

GRRRRRR.

he bukak my lappy beh gy youtube.

tros i terdgr suare rochelle ckp "help me"

i bgn sekali npk dier type: L4D2; PARISH FINALE

tating per.

i pakai my kaki utk tutop my lappy.

my abg & sis ketawe.

perangai adnan semp ehh. =P

tros i tdo balek beh abt 9+pm bgn & off to katong.

ape lagy klu bkn l4d2 with bf, bro & sis.

kla nk sleep. nights.

2010-04-08T08:06:00.001+08:00

i guess i just got hurt. really hurt. & sometimes when that happens, something inside me just shuts off.

2010-04-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

thanks for the meet up girls.

& thanks for being there.

:')

2010-04-07T23:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, 6 April:

quality time with shiqin @ FEP.

next outing, gy spa lak. haha.

2010-04-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

1st April: His 23rd Bday. :))

full album at fb. :)

2010-03-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

Catching up with bbyg. :)